2016/02/02

There's Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


Pressure.

Lots of pressure. The type of pressure that turns you into something you've never been before. The type of pressure that can crumble you or turn you into something amazing.

There's fury in this heart of mine right now. There's this strong pull I can feel tearing at me to go a different direction.

I've felt this pressure before.

And it can build inside of you for a long time.

It runs over your chest, up through your cheekbones and down the sides of your neck. It circulates through you like chaos incarnate.

It's begging me to do what I know I can.

It begs you to change your actions, to drop everything you've ever done before, to let the old pieces of you fall away and to usher in a new era for yourself.

I've not made that decision previously because I was scared to. Scared to dive into that place...

Because I know that this version of myself, this version that I worked so hard to create...I'll just never be able to go back. I'll never be able to go back to the person I am right now because of the request.

It's okay to change.

And yet it's such a strange feeling.

To know what you have right now is good but to be asked by something to drop that for something you cannot see, cannot even fathom or can hardly put into words...

To run on faith...blind faith...is the hardest thing to do.

It's not even fear...

Yet...

Even though you are running on a path that is forming in front of you, it doesn't feel at all unguided.

So make the commitment to dive into what you know you need to do. Make the commitment that goes beyond saying that you're going to do it and actually do it for a change.

But as I'm writing all of this right now, I know that there are going to be pieces of me that leave...

And step into something that will change your life. Never come back. Never look back.

All the logical arguments could tell me otherwise, but this is all beyond logic. All beyond what my mind could possibly tell me. This is in the depths of my heart.

Far past a simple understanding.

Leave your mind behind and follow your heart.

Trust you are headed in the right direction.




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